It's all I've got;
My god,so much I could say about you. I love you today,I hate you tomorrow,I want to kiss you then kill you he next. Wether you realize it or not,You’re so much more to me than some hookup one summer at camp. You’re one of my best friends,and I know I said that about louis too,but I think I was just saying it to say it back then. I really can tell you anything,you’re one of the only ones if not THE only one I can trust,you help me when I need it,you deal with all of my ridiculousness and bitchiness,and most of all,when I really need it,you show me just how much you care.and somehow you always seem to know when I really need it and not when I’m just being needy. I’m honestly so scared you’ll hate me this summer. You’re a big part of my huge anxiety I’ve been having lately.I have nightmares that I won’t be your first kiss or that you won’t want to be with me. But,wether I want to or not,I love you Jason Geller. You’re my best friend, and my worst enemy,and I love every minute of it. Don’t ever leave<3
